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[Jan. 12th, 2005|10:52 pm] |
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so i'm eating my ramen dinner. yum. worked tonight with rand----i just realized that i don't know if it's randi or randy, anyways, her and wren. it's fun working with them. but randi took all my tips. TIP WHORE! hehe. except i really do want my tips. me and rach in art are like brokke, we're not doing this dumb thing, so we're making our own art project. my carpel-tunnel disorder is really spazzing out lately. infact right now as i'm typing to you, i feel like my hand is made of stone it's so locked up. ouch. tomorrow my psycho lover boy has 2nd lunch!! YAY! i don't see him in school anymore unless i go out of my way to run into him. but his knee is much better i'm so excited about that. i went on a road trip down davis drive today and was scared i was lost and then i realized i had 20 miles of gas left. then i saw a goodberry's. *angels singing* i was no longer lost. now i officially have ONLY enough gas to make it to the gas station. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
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hey old buddy old pals. it's been a while hasn't it? well i'm really tired feeling mentally and my legs ache dreadfully b/c my sister forced me to run over a mile with her yesterday. first time i've run in several months. mono really took more out of me than i realized. but i got 5 bucks, cause that's the only way maret could get me to go. so i got to buy an expensive lunch today. school is pointless. atleast for right now i gots my friends and mr wonderful. until they go away for college and forget about me. kind of like rebecca. in her own happy alchohol induced college world. sry becca if you're reading this except that it's true. anyways since jessi's going to florida it will be very sad. but stephen says she'll miss us before we miss her so that makes it a little better. maybe i can help her move in. and karissa will have her own apartment. wow. mr psycho (aka he who shall not be named, yes i'm still having to call him that) will be doing who knows what who knows where. but hopefully somewhere i can visit him sometimes. so i worked tonight and made mucho money. yay. school is dumb. junior cases of senioritis are even more dumb. murder!!! well i love my kitty twig and i love my psycho boy so the world is an ok place. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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merry christmas eve ya'll
i love my new gwen stefani cd my sister got me
it is the hot shiznit (i am so white)
i'm empty i need fulfilling
yes i do love
to the ceiling when
i do love
i get this feeling
when i'm in love
i'm restless can't you see
i try my bestest
to be a good girl
cause it's just us
so take me now
and do me justice
heh
i also love my scarf karissa got me it's exactly what i wanted
it's so friggen pretty
i'm having a really good day
my first real day of break
don't expect to hear me in such a good mood after my relatives get ahold of me in 20 minutes though
wish me luck. LUCK! |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|08:15 pm] |
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so it's almost over. tomorrow i have a make-up physics test and a make-up art exam. then it's over. sort of. finally. so my mom is a total bitch. i hate her with a burning passion. but heeeeey that's ok. i'm watching my home videos of the snow last year. it's quite hilarious. i feel bad about leaving stephen's party so early but atleast he liked my present. i gave *he who shall not be named* his present yesterday cause i couldn't wait anylonger. aw it was so great cause he loved it!! it makes me so happy and we took it to his house and played on it some and my god he's so good it just makes me want to rape him even more. wow the talent. it was quite exciting. i'm kind of lonely. no one will come see me. i really want to go on a road trip. i'll figure something out to get away from pleasantville. kelly's going to spain then virginia and jessi's going to florida and it's really sad. and i'm right here. forever and ever. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|11:01 pm] |
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so it's over! 4 exams and WOO! i'm so excited about next semester cause jessi's actually in one of my classes! 3rd period so that guarentees us lunch together too! yay. kelly and joslin, that was the greatest party ever thrown on the face of the planet. i'm so not even kidding. i can't believe ya'll are graduated now....it's sad, but exciting. whoever gets doubles of their pics from tonight, let me know!! i have no pictures! i'm gonna miss you guys. this may will be even worse...everyone else will be going! boohoo. well tomorrow i get a haricut and then i babysit, money!!!!! yaya ok byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye now |
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[Dec. 15th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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ok, mental breakdown
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way too much crap to do, way too little time. but brokke did give me a bust to paint and you don't know how happy that makes me. so i deffinately haven't finished all my work due tomorrow....and i'll way for shore be screwed tomorrow afternoon. so close to being done that it's not nice. |
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| DRAMA |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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my GOD the drama is intense. somehow i am stuck in it, YET again. but this time is different. this time it's personal. you mess with my friends, and some bitches are gonna die. so think about what you've been up to lately...yes you. cause we both know you've been up to some sneaky stuff lately. not stuff you'd want to tell to his gf slash your friend maybe? yea, well i've been roped into this. i don't particularly like it, but i'll do what i have to do...
so i had a great day with karissa, we ran around in the mud in the back of the neighborhood. i fell off some cement tubes (WAAAY GRACEFUL!) and now there's a gigantic bruise slash scrape on my ass. can you say ouch. but it really was fabulous. school tomorrow...another day....but one day closer.. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|09:21 am] |
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so not much going on lately.
can't wait to get this semester over with, i've got so much crap left to do though
i'm staying after school every single day next week to make up stuff. so the best thing lately that made me so happy was shopping with hmm what to call him....(he gets so paranoid about me saying his name, anywhere...i don't know what he's so worried about) let's call him j. haha get it? with the . but don't say it as period or it's not funny. j.. ok so j. took me shopping....ok actually j. is really gay, i'll just say he who shall not be named. ok so he who shall not be named took me shopping and got the absolutly fabulous rings and i love them and i love him and everything's pretty happy right now. other than school of course. oooh i can't wait til christmas so i can give people my presents. i love giving people presents. it's so fun!
yuummm coffee. i think i've decided i'm going to go to state. i just don't want to be as far away as virginia or georgia. i hate making new friends. too much effort. and my mom is in bed b/c of her leg surgery and i almost hate her more when she's laying in bed not able to run around after us. b/c now, she just sits there and yells at us cause she's so bored and we have to come to her b/c what if the lady lying in bed needs a drink or something? and also she tries to pull the guilt thing...OH i'm layed up in bed and all ya'll can think'bout is yerselves you nasty spoiled children!... ugh. it's lose lose. but i did watch erternal sunshine of the spotless mind last night and it was absolutly brilliant. just fabulous. then jenny sat on the pizza and didn't notice it, and that made the movie even better. oh boy, i worry aobut that jenny hehe. i got bored last night and tried to call a bunch of people...only 3 of them answered their phones. none of the conversations lasted more than 2 minutes. who knew so many people would be sleeping at 12 on a friday night? when i called karissa i rambled to her for a moment then i heard a faint "too tired" and the call was ended. wow, super regection. wow that word looks so weird. regect? reject? YES! AHA! that's what was wrong. lol, rejection. that looks much better. i love my twiggy. my life would be so furry-little-friend-less if *he who shall not be named* hadn't heard her meowing in the bushes last summer. awww my twiggy. ok so i started this entry not having anything to say, now look, i'm writing a novel. so my cts (carpeltunnel syndrome, i know that's not how it's spelled but i really did try with sounding it out and all) is really kicking in. later whore. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
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blah blah life's great blah and a-bag-a-chips. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|11:23 am] |
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so last night was absolutly fabulous. i had to take a huck finn test after school so it felt like i would never get out of school. amazingly, i've rather enjoyed school this past week. though i'm still getting used to the whole waking up when it's dark outside thing.
so back to last night. me jessi and jenny ran around like crazy getting all the last touches to karissa's 18th birthday party right and i was afraid i'd get tired even before the party happened. so finally it was 6:45. jenny and kelly had left and were setting up our table at macaroni grill. me and jessi hid her car as well as you can hide and '80-something (or is it '70 something?) monza in a relatively well lit col-de-sac. then we took our positions behind the mini van in the driveway of the people karissa thought she was babysitting for. then down the street we see a short person and a shorter person, we think, is that karissa? no it can't be.... there's 2 people. then they get closer...and omg she has jenna with her (her little sister). we go through with our plan anyhow, as they walk up to the door, me and jessi jump out, me with my camera rolling (a very funny tape). here is how it goes:
me and jessi: RAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!
karissa: stop! i have to babysit!
jessi: no we called them and you're not babysitting! it's a trick!
karissa: but i'm supossed to babysit for them!
me: jenna why are you here?
jenna: my parents went out
jessi: ooh no, cause you're not babysitting!
karissa: but they called me!
jessi: we called them to call you to babysit, they're in on it
me: do we have an extra seat? cause joslin didn't come!
karissa: where? what are you talking about?
jessi: we'll have to bring jenna with us! *and continues blindfolding karissa*
oh-mi-gawd it was fabulous. luckily we had an extra seat for jenna. when we got karissa in the car (after jessi successfully walked her into the door at a rather high speed) she was freaking out. she was sure we were taking her to a strip club or something. but i assure you, we would not have brought jenna if that's where we were going. so we get there and jessi walks karissa into macaroni grill and karissa's freaking out about how stupid she'll look and all these strangers will see her blindfolded so we shoved her into a bathroom stall with the change of clothes i brought for her and unblindfolded her long enough to change then it went back on and we walked her to the table where kelly jenny brandon stephen brian and joe were sitting and she was so surprised. aw it made me so happy cause she actually really liked it and we had dinner and cake (there was some shoving of faces into the cake too but that's to be expected) and there was a short weird guy that sang a lot for us. it was great though and she loved her presents and the retarded balloons we got her. wow. and she said it was her best birthday ever!! that makes all the planning we did waay worthwhile. she was also very proud of how carefully we planned this whole shindig. the elusive rebecca even showed up with two guys at one point, but then as quickly as she came, she left. the guys just were looking at all of us like, wow, so this is how dumb i looked when i was in high school. ah college kids... pretty soon everyone will be one but me hunter and mike. it'll make me sad. my best friends and boyfriend, hours away. i'll make it though... some people will still be within a 30 minute driving range.
damn this is good coffee i'm drinking. i feel good. i don't know how to know exactly when i'm completely cured....but i feel cured. even though last night after a coke, 3 iced teas, and a pure sugar cake i was able to very quickly get to sleep. i still get tired easily and i can't do track for awhile....but in january i think i'll be relatively back to normal. that's what my doctor said atleast. wow this is my first real saturday in a month!! before now the weekends just blended in with the weekdays.
so, that's enough for now. thanks everyone that contributed to karissa's party! |
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| nother 1/2 day |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|10:58 am] |
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so i'm home from my second half day.i kind of wish i could have stayed. i wanted to go to art and then lunch with my friends. kelly even said we could go anywhere i wanted which was very nice. tomorrow we get to go to schlotsky's or however you spell it cause for some reason i've been craving the sandwich i always get there. it was really weird this morning cause when my mom woke me up it was still dark outside. i haven't woken up when it was dark in like a month. so i was really tired but i got my coffee and went on my jolly way. jessi came and we even got to school on time. karissa used to ride with us but now she rides with kelly and it makes us sad. i don't know why she won't ride with us. oh well. thursday is her birthday yay it's exciting! even though she won't let us have a party or anything, it's still exciting b/c she'll be 18. everyone's so old! or am i just young? anhow, first period was great b/c we played with slinkies all period. i was so hyper but then i got really tired and kind of dizzy but i stayed hyper b/c i was so happy to be there. then i saw jimmy in the halls YAY! that made me even more happy. it's so nice seeing everyone at school again. math was alright boring...but yea. i multitasked. you would be proud. while we were taking notes on the new section, i took those notes AND took notes out of the book on the section before that i missed last tuesday. well now i'm home and now i have to go to an orthodontist appointment. yaaaaaaay sort of. actually i get my braces off by spring break. how cool is that. i won't be a dork anymore! sort of.. anywhoooooo i'll bore you some more later |
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[Nov. 29th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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i forgot! i also got a 92 on my term paper and that made me so rediculously happy. that's just wow. yay! |
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[Nov. 29th, 2004|03:20 pm] |
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ok so today was fabulous. all except that now i'm tired and the art calandar deserves to be burned. it's just horrible. you just can't get sick around here cause they'll put people that don't care on a team that i don't need and they'll throw out all my ideas. it's rediculous how ugly that calandar is, it is a disgrace to have my name under the designed by: thing. it's cluttered and my picture is the smallest picture in the entire thing, and my named is spelled wrong. it makes me want to cry i'm so angry. now that i'm done with my artistic tantrum......it was great today, woke up around 9 had coffee and a shower then went to school. it was a bumpy start b/c my dad was inches from backing over the mailbox trying to get out of the driveway and there were butterflies in my tummy b/c i was scared to be back. but i went to art and it was fabulous, aside from the calandar ofcourse. i saw rachel and joe and then bjorn came in so it was very nice. i mostly just sat there b/c they were all working on this clay project i missed. so lunch came next and i was really excited to see my lunch crew and go out but for some reason i forgot, kelly couldn't go. then karissa didn't show up, apparently there's some other girl she goes off with now. we were not invited with her. so then jimmy's like yea i'm gonna go to the library and do hw. so it was just me and jenny, ditched by the world. we ate in the cafeteria. how......yuck....how freshman year. ok so then was english which i was really afraid to go to but it actually wasn't bad at all. it was really cool seeing everyone and all my teachers were so nice to me. afterschool i went to blue rain with jessi and jenny and we ******* ******** ******** ******** *****. if you don't know what that is, there's a reason, and if you do.....it's it a great idea? hehe. so i also saw lisa and jess and that was cool. so i ate a lot and got coffee now here i am. WE ARE INGENIOUS!!!! |
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[Nov. 26th, 2004|03:56 pm] |
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so nobody believes that i'm not sick anymore. my mom sends me to bed at 10, jimmy won't kiss me, and karissas mom won't let her see me. no one understands and it's dumb. i sit around all day and see a friend for maybe 2 precious hours and my mom says erika that's enough you're going to relapse, your friend that you haven't seen in several days is going to have to leave right now. yea well if i'm not well enough to watch at movie for 2 hours on a sofa, how will i spend 7 hours at stressful school on monday huh? there is just no logic. so today my mom says, erika you need to get out, so i say, ok let's go shopping at the mall! i've been wanting to do that for some time now. so my mom says, erika that's too much for you how about a drive-thru? a drive-thru? that's not "getting out". that's sitting in a car. i just will not go to school until she understands that i am fully capable of driving myself around, going out shopping, or hanging out with friends. no logic. |
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| rain! |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|11:50 am] |
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when i woke up it was raining outside and i just wanted to run out into it. so refreshing looking. i feel a lot better. now i just get tired really fast and my throat is getting better. i can even eat more now. wow how exciting. i had two whole pancakes at breakfast the other morning and my sister and dad made fun of me cause it made my tummy poke out i was so full but it was really a lot to me! 5 more pounds to go and i'm normal whew. jimmy got GASP jeans! wow he looked sexy. sorry jimmy i'm done gushing now lol. so i tried taking twig on a walk yesterday to the mailbox. i hooked up her harness and leash and we were ready to go. i opened the door to go out and she just sat there like she didn't understand. so i picked her up and put her on the sidewalk and she lay down looking all alert and stuff. i don't know why she was so scared. i carried her to the mailbox and everytime there was a slight noise she tried to claw up my face to get away so i put her down and just held her leash and she kept trying to run up to the house but got pulled back by the leash, it was kind of sad. she was going nuts. then shreena came to say hi but twig was being unmanagable so i had to go in. what a dumb cat. she can never be a cat-dog if she won't go on walks with me. sure i can make her sit come and play ball with me but she will never succeed just being a scaredy cat. so i had a cupacoffee today, that was nice. the last thing i need is to go through a caffiene withdrawl. that's happened twice during this whole mess and it really is just unbearable. my mom made me email cooper about track. i can't go back to track until january! it's rediculous. my doctor says that i won't have my regular energy for another month or so. aaahh! i want to go shopping. karissa will be 18 so soon!!!! doing nothing for a whole month really makes these things sneak up quick! if you want in on her present talk to me or jessi. yaaaaay i love giving people presents. maybe even more than getting them.....don't get me wrong, i love getting presents. but it's just so exciting getting something you KNOW they really want and seeing how happy they get when they open it. alright, s'all fer taday mates. |
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| MY FRIENDS KICK ASS |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|06:44 pm] |
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YAY! i woke up today and actually felt like i had slept! i didn't wake up once all night. so i got a shower and all clean and put on nice clothes and did my hair and make up and my mom took me out! i wasn't allowed to actually get out and go places, but we went through several drive thrus. i didn't even have the urge to sleep once! oh it was so exciting! my throat still hurts a lot, but as long as i keep drinking something, it's ok. my mom said that tomorrow if i'm doing well again we can go to pet smart and get a leash and harness for twig!!!!! then i can take my baby on walks!! ok now for the greatest part of my entire day, maybe even the entire last two weeks!!! jessi kelly jos and stephen came and brought me lasanga (lasagna? i have no clue) and rice krispy treats!!! omg i looooooove love love them! omg it made me so happy and i felt so loved, they made all the food themselves too! they only stayed for a little while but it was so great. wow. they all got super hugs. they deserve like best friend awards or something. whew, now i'm a little tired. omg what a fabulous day. now i'm going to go have some kelly's specialty lasa(you fill in the rest of the word, i'm tired of guessing). YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. could tonight get any better? probably not. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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wow it's a record. jessi came on monday, then jenny and jimmy came on tuesday, and jessi came again today! it's just fabulous. and jenny made me this really cute card too. now i'm waiting for some boj's. so i slept a lot today. and that's my exciting story. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|12:26 pm] |
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just sipping on my yoohoo. ya know, a little bit ago my phone started vibrating and i got so excited because it was 12:08 meaning it was probably jimmy calling cause it's lunch time. then my mom's picture went across the screen and i was just so disappointed. it was heartbreaking. so i hung up with my mom and it started vibrating again....and it was jimmy! wow that just made my day. ich liebe jimmy. so yesterday jessi came over and brought me presents and that just made me so loved feeling. she brought me jumbo cards and we played jumbo go fish with them, it was just marvelous. most fun i'd had in...hmm, actually i don't remember the last time i had fun.
me "yay i'm so happy you came, i thought everyone forgot about me"
jessi "yea it just shows you who your real friends are"
me ".....jessi, i haven't seen you since last wednesday"
jessi "weell, er...i was busy!"
haaha i love jessi.
know what made me happy today? i was playing cs with these 2 guys and we were in a hostage map and i suck horribley at those so i had like one kill and the guys thought it was funny to get on a team against me and just watch me die a lot. so then it went to iceworld and i was like, they better watch out now, b/c i am the queen of fy maps. so naturally they got on a team against me again and the one guy was pretty good so i was like aw you are so mean to me, then i kicked both their asses. then i did it again, and again. and so then more people came in and the one good guy was like, me and cement (that's me) verse all ya'll. and if you play cs, you understand why that would made me happy. shut up i know i'm a dork. i blame jimmy!!! =) ok i'm done now. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|03:25 pm] |
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ok. you won't be seeing me anytime soon. i know it's hard but you will live. maybe. and so will i. maybe. so they stole more of my blood today. it was a LOT of blood too. it was like a backwards i.v. instead of sticking a needle in my vein and putting in whatever it is they put in, they stuck a needle in my vein and sucked out mucho blood. then when the lady was pulling the needle out, she twitched and the needle went BACK into my arm. only in a different place. so she had to put two bandaids on me. i do believe that is malpractice. but i really don't know what i'm talking about. i have so many needle holes in me now it's not even funny. so last sunday they tested me for mono and it was negativo. now apparently, that test does not detect mono that is developing. a week and a day later (today) they tested me again and GUESS WHAT kids. ich habe mono. and you're wrong, it's hardly contagious at all. cause people are always like omg mono is within ten feet of me, i'm going to die. but face it, you won't. i don't even know anyone with mono. how did i get it? this is dumb. WHY ME. they are going to fail me this semester i know it. i only have 4 more days until i'm failed. aw jessi's the greatest. she comes with gifts. ok bye |
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHH |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|09:24 pm] |
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OK! i'm fine!!! i'm just a little tired. that is all. i've been fine since wednesday. everytime i start to be "fine" again...something happens, i'll blackout or i'll randomly get a fever when i hadn't had a fever the whole week, then they all freak out take my blood stick tubes in me. i've been to three freaking doctors and the only thing they agree on is a have a freaking virus. WELL THANKS. i didn't have to go through thousands of dollars and 7 years of school to figure that out. i swear, what do they train them for anyhow? ugh. |
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